Bucket List.

There’s always so much that I’ve wanted to do in life. I’ve always said that I’ll have time to do it later but somehow, later never comes. So today, I’ve decided to write my first ever bucket list. Obviously it’s going to keep evolving over time. I’ll keep adding to it over time, but there are some things that are just too important to keep putting off.

I love this guy! He is the best form of inspiration.

1. Learn how to play the guitar.
2. Learn how to sew.
3. Learn how to bake a cake.
4. Learn how to bake a cupcake.
5. Learn how to make a lasagne.
6. Learn how to make a quiche.
7. Learn how to cook non-veg food.
8. Learn French.
9. Learn Spanish.
10. Complete graduation.
11. Complete post-graduation.
12. Get a PHD.
13. Go bungee jumping.
14. Jump off a plane.
15. Start my own YouTube channel.
16. Have my own house.
17. Have a pet.
18. Have a job that makes me happy.
19. Go scuba diving.
20. Ride on a yacht.
21. Ride a jet ski.
22. Learn how to surf.
23. Learn how to fish.
24. Parasail.
25. Own an underwater lomography camera. (Fish Eye One camera with a waterproof cover.)
26. Learn how to ride a bike WITH GEARS.
27. Learn how to drive properly.
28. Learn how to tie a sari.
29. Visit London.
30. Visit Vancouver.
31. Do the whole Eurotrip thing.
32. Visit Egypt.
33. Visit the Taj Mahal.
34. Go to Goa.
35. Visit Leh.
36. Own a leather jacket.

Tomorrow I’m going to make a list of things I need to get done before I turn 21. It’s very important that I get that particular list out of the way before I turn into an “official” adult. I call it my very own right of passage.

Love.
E.K.

 

I Gotta Feeling.

Hello hello.

I am in such an amazing mood right now that I just HAD to write a blog post and SHARE. For everyone who’s reading this right now, I’m sending out positive telepathic vibes TO YOU.

Anyway, back to the beginning. My day started out horribly. I hadn’t been able to sleep the entire night, so I was really moody when I dragged myself out of bed at six in the morning to go swimming. After that, once I got home, I had this little tiff with mom because of me being frustrated. The issue wasn’t that she was nagging, because nagging I can take. The issue was that I’d told her that I hadn’t slept, and I was in a crappy mood, so PLEASE DON’T NAG TODAY. Not using those exact words, obviously.

Source: http://britedarkness.tumblr.com/

Despite my warnings, there are very few people who actually listen and then have to bear the brunt.

The entire day went by sluggish and slow, until now.

My college buddy just called me up and I’m going to be meeting him up tomorrow morning. YAY! I haven’t seen him in ages, and honestly, he was the first friend I made in college. That man is extremely sweet and meeting him always puts me in the most amazing of moods for at least a week. When we used to be neighbours, I don’t there was a single day that I didn’t meet him. For three whole years, we were completely inseparable.

Source: http://thingsthatmakemechuffinghappy.tumblr.com/

The only awkward part, and this may only be in my head, is that I think I consider him more a best friend, than he considers me to be for him. Despite spending so much time together, we haven’t really ever talked about our feelings or whatever. I’m not the sort of person to lays down all my emotions on a platter and serve’s them up to be rejected. Be there, done that. It’s a phobia, yes, but I am just so tired of being hurt that ignorance just seems so much more convenient.

Besides all that, the day after, my boyfriend is coming back into town so I’m going to be meeting him for breakfast. He has a few hours before he has to head home. He’s an amazing guy and I don’t think that I could have ever asked for anyone better to stand by my side… But he’s so clingy! As much as I care for him, sometimes I can’t help but feel so suffocated by the constant text messages and phone calls. There have been so many times, I’ve just wanted to smash my phone against the wall and say, “You know what? I don’t have a phone anymore. Sorry.” Despite all that, he has his good qualities and I think they over ride all the negatives.

What I love about this blog is that I can actually speak my mind. The bad, and the good. I can let it all out, without being judged or thought of as a gossip. I hate talking about people to other people. There have been so many times that I’d say a particular thing that it would get so misconstrued in the process of getting spread to every second person I know.

Anyway, we’ll probably hang out for a bit, go bowling maybe and then later that same day, there’s a birthday party that I have to attend.

Now here’s the tricky part. Though my parents absolutely adore that friend of mine, they aren’t so chilled out about me staying out the entire night, and that too at a party. The options I have here are that I can either ask my mom and dad to pick me up from the party at 12-ish or I can just not go. I don’t have to go, since I already wished her and hung out with her on the day itself but on the other hand, I have been out in a really really long time and I’d really like to cut loose for just one night.

I might just be over reacted since I haven’t even asked them yet, but I’m pretty sure they’re not going to be okay with it. I’ve known them for 20 years now, I think I know when they’re gonna say yes and when they’re gonna say no.

Source: http://multitudeofgifs.tumblr.com/

All in all, I’m still jumping with joy at having something to do for the next two days.

Giddy.
E.K.